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MR.TIAN RAN

Freshman of Temasek Polytechnic.
Diploma in VisualCommunications.
Turning 19 this year.
Extreme character.
Don't try to know me,i might just break your heart.
Sucker for love,just be my friend

TIMES VIEWED SINCE 23Nov2009.

VANCOUVER FTW ! OTHER INFOS:
GARENA IGN : Fgs.Ahran
EMAIL : tr_yandao@hotmail.com

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• ANTHEA • ♥CHARLES♥ • ♥DA.SAM♥ • DEBBIE • ♥EDWIN♥ • EMILY • JOELEEN • MICHELLE • ♥SHERMAINE.N♥ • ♥SHERYL♥ • ♥SOFIA♥ • SUSANNA • VALERIE • ♥VANESSA♥ • YOLANDA

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02 April 2011

Like i don't even exist.

30 March 2011

Contented.

Times of trying and failing.

Months of waiting.

A year of knowing,

and finally,

i've got you.

I'm gonna hold you close against me.

Don't slip off,never ever.

23 February 2011

love ?

I am so tired with myself.
I keep on telling myself that this one's gonna last.
But fuck, never,ever.
I am tired of all these,
for some i've really tried my best,
but the other party turned me down,
avoided me like some shit.
So i just let it go.
For some i've really opened my heart,
but the other party find it's too fast,
and dumped me next.
So i just laugh it off.
Forget it. fuck love.

AM I FUCKING ENJOYING THIS CYCLE?
FUCK,NEVER,EVER.

11 February 2011

My fault, i apologised.
That's the furthest i can go,
don't expect anything more.
I swallowed my pride to beg for forgiveness.
That's it.
And lastly,life do SUCKS sometimes,
especially when it's so fucking unfair.

06 February 2011

Happy fucking new year.

Loneliness.
Happy new year everyone (:
I had mine,not too good though.
Loaded with $$ but that didn't make me any happier.
Guess what, i spent my Eve's and 1st day's nights alone.
Very well,not literally alone but i was all by myself throughout the nights.
No friends, no texts nothing. Nothing but my itouch and a bottle of JackDaniels.
Well, ha it's really ironic when once i said loneliness is nothing,
and then i was so affected by it. Joke much isn't it.
From the shell, you guys may think that i have tons of friends.
Yeah , that's true, i really have. Many close friends as well.
Wondering why i was all alone, ha i don't fucking know.
I said it many times, i'm truly contented with my life,with everything i have now.
But guess what, fuck it. Humans can never be contented with their lifes
That is greed , and wait, i'm not gonna say 'fml' ever again so i will just change it to 'fms'.
Fuck My Self alright.
I merely have people to talk to, wait i had. But that person isn't in Singapore anymore.
I go to work alone, while let's exclude my colleagues as my friends.
I work alone, i walk to home alone , i play dota alone , i shop alone , i watch movie alone.
etc . etc . etc. fuck it.
Ya ya surely some of you won't believe me but that's your fucking problems.
And again , seriously. I can't fucking wait for Poly life already.
I am really fucking sick of my life.
I am sick of being alone.
I am sick of doing things alone.
I am sick of laughing alone .
I am so sick , when something made me so happy that i wanted to share with someone,
i realised there were NON.
Somehow, i knew it now. We all have our own fucking life to live on,
till the minute i step into my fucking grave, no one would die with me.
Contented with loneliness, i really am.
Other than working, what else can i fucking do?
Friends? Ha

02 February 2011

Goodbye.

Hey back to blogging! :D
Good news and bad news !
Good news is ......
I'VE BEEB POSTED TO TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC!
My fucking first choice ! Visual Communications. :D
HEHEHEHEH :D
While the bad news is , Charles has went back to Taiwan ):
Sent him off on 31th Jan.
Stayed in his hotel for 3 consecutive nights!
Went clubbing with him on the 2nd night after work!
Fucking high maximam.
Photos above were all that i've got together with him.
Hope he's gonna do well in Tw and the States!
All the best !
Another bad news,Girlfr left for HongKong,
8 fucking days like what the fuck. zzzzz
Gonna be back on this sunday!
Long way to go man!
Arghhh that's all,nothing much alr.
celebrating CNY at Wanzhuo sis's house!
Bye everyday,enjoy yourselves!

16 January 2011

In your face.

First of all,
i am very pleased to announce that i've done well for my OLevels.
Everything that i'm about to type,as shown below.
They're gonna hurt a little to some people.
But know what, i dont give a fuck.
You may find them disturbing,offensive or even a way for me to show off.
But again, i don't give a fuck as well.
I wanna rant my heart out.

Yeah i've got 11 points for my L1R4 and 17 for my L1R5.
I was so jubilant , i am, still. Upon receiving my results.
For those who thought that i wasn't gonna make it,
this is for you,IN YOUR FACE.
For those mother fucking teachers that thought i wasn't going anyway,
this is for you,now i am going to somewhere,IN YOUR FACE.
For those who thought that there is no fucking way to attain a distinction for poa,
by listening to Santhi.
This is for you, i did it. And of course,IN YOUR FACE.
For those who thought that the difference in classes really matters.
But i guess,it's the attitude that matters the most.
Yeah,so what if i was from Ms.Chua 's class?
So what if we were a bunch of incorrigible students which were just so sucked in Chem.
I did it,i swore that i'll bring a Distinction back for Science.
I guess my Chem did better than my Phy.
Anyway,IN YOUR FACE.
For those who thought they're so fucking smart,
so good with words,
so good with judging others,
so fucking exceptionally good in English.
Look,yeah your fucking English just brought you a 20 points for your L1R4.
Good luck on that dude,for you and your fucking future.
IN YOUR FACE.

okay feeling so good after ranting !
And lastly to that fucking Singh,my chinese new year's wish will be,
'you faster go to hell and stop making other people's life miserable.'
what a fucking bitch you are.
IN YOUR FACE AND YOUR FUCKING TURBAN.

Alright went to have lunch with my two best friends,sheryl & vanessa on Thurs.
My treat @ Ion HongKong Cafe.
Next treat will be on Sheryl ,soon !
Bought my iTouch 4 and i am just so in love with it.
SEXY MAX.
Sorry iPhone but i just detest you,no particular reasons -.-
Looking forward to this coming monday !
Finally some outdoor activities after working, shopping and eating.
Alright that's all. bye bye !

P.S Everyone from the Vancouver family is excluded from the above post.
It isn't for anyone of you. So even if you can relate it to yourself,
trust me, it isn't meant for you guys !
Cuz i love you all.

.

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What am i suppose to do When the best part of me is always you
Profile MR.TIAN RAN Freshman of Temasek Polytechnic. Diploma in VisualCommunications. Turning 19 this year. Extreme character. Don't try to know me,i might just break your heart. Sucker for love,just be my friend TIMES VIEWED SINCE 23Nov2009. VANCOUVER FTW ! OTHER INFOS: GARENA IGN : Fgs.Ahran EMAIL : tr_yandao@hotmail.com Tagboard Speak fool Exits Connections • ANTHEA • ♥CHARLES♥ • ♥DA.SAM♥ • DEBBIE • ♥EDWIN♥ • EMILY • JOELEEN • MICHELLE • ♥SHERMAINE.N♥ • ♥SHERYL♥ • ♥SOFIA♥ • SUSANNA • VALERIE • ♥VANESSA♥ • YOLANDA for the ears Music Playlist at MixPod.com Archives Credits ©Glamouresque.	02 April 2011 *Like i don't even exist.* 30 March 2011 Contented. Times of trying and failing. Months of waiting. A year of knowing, and finally, i've got you. I'm gonna hold you close against me. Don't slip off,never ever. 23 February 2011 love ? I am so tired with myself. I keep on telling myself that this one's gonna last. But fuck, never,ever. I am tired of all these, for some i've really tried my best, but the other party turned me down, avoided me like some shit. So i just let it go. For some i've really opened my heart, but the other party find it's too fast, and dumped me next. So i just laugh it off. Forget it. fuck love. AM I FUCKING ENJOYING THIS CYCLE? FUCK,NEVER,EVER. 11 February 2011 My fault, i apologised. That's the furthest i can go, don't expect anything more. I swallowed my pride to beg for forgiveness. That's it. And lastly,life do SUCKS sometimes, especially when it's so fucking unfair. 06 February 2011 Happy fucking new year. Loneliness. Happy new year everyone (: I had mine,not too good though. Loaded with $$ but that didn't make me any happier. Guess what, i spent my Eve's and 1st day's nights alone. Very well,not literally alone but i was all by myself throughout the nights. No friends, no texts nothing. Nothing but my itouch and a bottle of JackDaniels. Well, ha it's really ironic when once i said loneliness is nothing, and then i was so affected by it. Joke much isn't it. From the shell, you guys may think that i have tons of friends. Yeah , that's true, i really have. Many close friends as well. Wondering why i was all alone, ha i don't fucking know. I said it many times, i'm truly contented with my life,with everything i have now. But guess what, fuck it. Humans can never be contented with their lifes That is greed , and wait, i'm not gonna say 'fml' ever again so i will just change it to 'fms'. Fuck My Self alright. I merely have people to talk to, wait i had. But that person isn't in Singapore anymore. I go to work alone, while let's exclude my colleagues as my friends. I work alone, i walk to home alone , i play dota alone , i shop alone , i watch movie alone. etc . etc . etc. fuck it. Ya ya surely some of you won't believe me but that's your fucking problems. And again , seriously. I can't fucking wait for Poly life already. I am really fucking sick of my life. I am sick of being alone. I am sick of doing things alone. I am sick of laughing alone . I am so sick , when something made me so happy that i wanted to share with someone, i realised there were NON. Somehow, i knew it now. We all have our own fucking life to live on, till the minute i step into my fucking grave, no one would die with me. Contented with loneliness, i really am. Other than working, what else can i fucking do? Friends? Ha 02 February 2011 Goodbye. Hey back to blogging! :D Good news and bad news ! Good news is ...... I'VE BEEB POSTED TO TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC! My fucking first choice ! Visual Communications. :D HEHEHEHEH :D While the bad news is , Charles has went back to Taiwan ): Sent him off on 31th Jan. Stayed in his hotel for 3 consecutive nights! Went clubbing with him on the 2nd night after work! Fucking high maximam. Photos above were all that i've got together with him. Hope he's gonna do well in Tw and the States! All the best ! Another bad news,Girlfr left for HongKong, 8 fucking days like what the fuck. zzzzz Gonna be back on this sunday! Long way to go man! Arghhh that's all,nothing much alr. celebrating CNY at Wanzhuo sis's house! Bye everyday,enjoy yourselves! 16 January 2011 In your face. First of all, i am very pleased to announce that i've done well for my OLevels. Everything that i'm about to type,as shown below. They're gonna hurt a little to some people. But know what, i dont give a fuck. You may find them disturbing,offensive or even a way for me to show off. But again, i don't give a fuck as well. I wanna rant my heart out. Yeah i've got 11 points for my L1R4 and 17 for my L1R5. I was so jubilant , i am, still. Upon receiving my results. For those who thought that i wasn't gonna make it, this is for you,IN YOUR FACE. For those mother fucking teachers that thought i wasn't going anyway, this is for you,now i am going to somewhere,IN YOUR FACE. For those who thought that there is no fucking way to attain a distinction for poa, by listening to Santhi. This is for you, i did it. And of course,IN YOUR FACE. For those who thought that the difference in classes really matters. But i guess,it's the attitude that matters the most. Yeah,so what if i was from Ms.Chua 's class? So what if we were a bunch of incorrigible students which were just so sucked in Chem. I did it,i swore that i'll bring a Distinction back for Science. I guess my Chem did better than my Phy. Anyway,IN YOUR FACE. For those who thought they're so fucking smart, so good with words, so good with judging others, so fucking exceptionally good in English. Look,yeah your fucking English just brought you a 20 points for your L1R4. Good luck on that dude,for you and your fucking future. IN YOUR FACE. okay feeling so good after ranting ! And lastly to that fucking Singh,my chinese new year's wish will be, 'you faster go to hell and stop making other people's life miserable.' what a fucking bitch you are. IN YOUR FACE AND YOUR FUCKING TURBAN. Alright went to have lunch with my two best friends,sheryl & vanessa on Thurs. My treat @ Ion HongKong Cafe. Next treat will be on Sheryl ,soon ! Bought my iTouch 4 and i am just so in love with it. SEXY MAX. Sorry iPhone but i just detest you,no particular reasons -.- Looking forward to this coming monday ! Finally some outdoor activities after working, shopping and eating. Alright that's all. bye bye ! P.S Everyone from the Vancouver family is excluded from the above post. It isn't for anyone of you. So even if you can relate it to yourself, trust me, it isn't meant for you guys ! Cuz i love you all.
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