What am i suppose to do
When the best part of me is always you
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MR.TIAN RAN
![]() Freshman of Temasek Polytechnic. Diploma in VisualCommunications. Turning 19 this year. Extreme character. Don't try to know me,i might just break your heart. Sucker for love,just be my friend VANCOUVER FTW ! OTHER INFOS: GARENA IGN : Fgs.Ahran EMAIL : tr_yandao@hotmail.com Tagboard
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06 February 2011
Happy fucking new year. ![]() Loneliness. Happy new year everyone (: I had mine,not too good though. Loaded with $$ but that didn't make me any happier. Guess what, i spent my Eve's and 1st day's nights alone. Very well,not literally alone but i was all by myself throughout the nights. No friends, no texts nothing. Nothing but my itouch and a bottle of JackDaniels. Well, ha it's really ironic when once i said loneliness is nothing, and then i was so affected by it. Joke much isn't it. From the shell, you guys may think that i have tons of friends. Yeah , that's true, i really have. Many close friends as well. Wondering why i was all alone, ha i don't fucking know. I said it many times, i'm truly contented with my life,with everything i have now. But guess what, fuck it. Humans can never be contented with their lifes That is greed , and wait, i'm not gonna say 'fml' ever again so i will just change it to 'fms'. Fuck My Self alright. I merely have people to talk to, wait i had. But that person isn't in Singapore anymore. I go to work alone, while let's exclude my colleagues as my friends. I work alone, i walk to home alone , i play dota alone , i shop alone , i watch movie alone. etc . etc . etc. fuck it. Ya ya surely some of you won't believe me but that's your fucking problems. And again , seriously. I can't fucking wait for Poly life already. I am really fucking sick of my life. I am sick of being alone. I am sick of doing things alone. I am sick of laughing alone . I am so sick , when something made me so happy that i wanted to share with someone, i realised there were NON. Somehow, i knew it now. We all have our own fucking life to live on, till the minute i step into my fucking grave, no one would die with me. Contented with loneliness, i really am. Other than working, what else can i fucking do? Friends? Ha |
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